"Pay For Pain hinges on a balance between fresh and familiar. The brand new project of guitarist/vocalist Adam McIlwee, the mastermind behind the genre-bending Wicca Phase Springs Eternal, and bassist/vocalist Dennis Mishko and drummer Pat Brier of indie rock cult heroes Three Man Cannon. The three longtime friends and collaboratorsβ pedigree also includes their time in Tigers Jaw, where they were instrumental in creating the bandβs beloved first four albums before departing in 2013. All of that personal and musical history only serves to bolster Pay For Painβs debut self-titled EP, a collection of six songs that not only tap into the power of that familiarity, but also push all three musicians to break ground.
Pay For Pain began almost three years ago with the modest goal of simply making music with no preconceived notions or obligations. βThe only plan was to do it for fun,β McIlwee explains. βThe entire band is just about doing things the way we want to do them, itβs pretty loose but thatβs part of the appeal for us.β To capture that off the cuff spirit the band teamed with another familiar face, Matt Schimelfenig (Three Man Cannon, Gladie, Queen Jesus), to record the Pay For Pain EP live at his studio, The Bunk, in Henryville, PA. The result is a raw sound that incorporates the musical sensibilities of all three membersβjangly-yet-brooding guitars, undeniable melodies, a knack for conjuring an enigmatic moodβwhile also delving into something different. βI think itβs a bit of a combination of all our current and past projects, but we didnβt really talk about what kind of band it would be,β McIlwee says. βWe just started playing and writing, and anything goes. Itβs still guitar-driven, but maybe more influenced by β60s and β70s rock music than anything weβve done before.β
Mishko and McIlwee split songwriting duties on the six tracks, but found an unintentional cohesion in the songsβthe kind of organic consistency that comes from years of making music together. βFallen Angelβ opens the EP with a thick bass tone and a quick tempo before McIlweeβs guitar and instantly recognizable croon enters the mix. The arrangement is stripped back to the core essentials: just guitar, bass, and drums, with Schimelfenigβs warm production allowing each memberβs contributions to shine through alongside the longing vocal hooks. βNew Yorkβ follows with off-kilter chords, a lilting melody, and Brierβs tight drumming cutting loose. The songβs stream-of-conscious lyrics exemplify McIlwee and Mishkoβs shared ability to merge small, seemingly mundane moments with more dramatic themes and feelings, tapping into the kinds of underlying anxieties that are always there whether or not weβre paying attention.
Mishkoβs aching voice leads βGatekeeperβ and βWhen I Was 14;β the former a head-bobbing slice of melancholy guitar pop, and the latter a slow burning stomp he describes as, βAbout as close to a love song as Iβve ever gotten.β Meanwhile McIlwee, no stranger to dark romanticism, takes the lead on βYou Take Command of My Heart,β a biting song that could have fit into the Tigers Jaw catalog in another lifeβnow filtered through Pay For Painβs endearingly unrefined aesthetic. The EP closes with βUntil I Walk Through The Flames,β which McIlwee says initially inspired his early ideas for Pay For Pain. βItβs this weird, vaguely occult-tinged cowboy songβwhich I think was the original idea in my mind for the band.β Itβs an apt description, as the songβs shuffling snare beat and McIlweeβs evocative lyrics steadily build into the kind of sonic and emotional catharsis for which all three musicians are known. Itβs an icy, lovelorn, punk-tinged, version of a campfire songβa mix thatβs at once strange and fitting, and a promising start to Pay For Pain."
Track Listing:
01. Fallen Angel
02. New York
03. Gatekeeper
04. You Take Command of My Heart
05. When I Was 14
06. Until I Walk Through the Flames